You still have my lighter.

I wrote my name on the walls of your apartment
In every dashed hope I could find scattered on your floor.
You just laughed
When I said I liked you.
I laughed when you asked how I knew
Because you’re the one who says I’m always right.

I live with a heart so full of hope that I have no other option than to
be let down.

Constant failure due to the constant unreachable goal.

Self-destruct in t-minus...lips to lips to...boom.

--
jude via sidekick

The reason that preconceived notions are fucking horrible

When she said that she used to be a slut
I thought the worse possible thing
That I could find in my selfish little brain:
"Why couldn't I have known you then?"
And then I felt like throwing up.

04/14/08

I'm going to go around town carving "Jude and Clarice forever" into every tree I find.

Why?

Because I can name my imaginary girlfriend whatever I want.

Well, you can tell....

A year ago I asked God

If I could trade all of my talent

For a really good haircut

So people would accept me.

I still didn't have a lot of friends so

Last night I got drunk

And shaved my head.

Now I can see beauty in everything my eyes touch

And people are returning my phone calls.

Pointless.

If I had a time machine
I'd go all the way back to '93.
Then I wouldn't change anything
About the last 15 years for me.

I love me.

“Beautiful” can’t even begin to describe
The way your face looks when the light hits it
Just right.
But “Ugly as hell” can.

4/2/08

Love
Doesn’t work.
And “Just friends” is a sham.
But hate will always burn
And rip through veins.

There should be five days of weekend.

I can’t play guitar,
But I want to start a band
And tour the country,
Fucking up songs
In all fifty states.
Except Ohio...
I’d try my hardest in Ohio.