Tape 1

Woke up to
The bright flash
From a dead heart wanting
To make something
From
Nothing.
She used to be beautiful
In the same way I used to be
In
Control
Of
My
Emotions.
The sunlight through
A grayscale sky
Or
Vice
Versa.
How do I explain
Where I left all of the bodies
To the police when
They find
Me?
Its inevitable.
They will
Find
Me
Faster than I
Ever could.
Probably because I want to
Be
Caught.
Right?